First things first, I hope everyone's well : o )
So I stopped using this journal a while back, wiped it clean and figured i'd never use it again in the foreseeable future.
Well, I guess I was kinda right (brownie points for me oooyea >:l)- albeit in a way completely different to what was originally intended, i didn't foresee this point in time at all; i've completely and mostly neglected my online presence for which i'm so sorry for to all the people I pledged allegiance to u.u i've missed my friends on here dearly but i just didn't have the time or capacity to really let that void sink in.
It's just been so unappealing and sort of a chore coming back to broken and mangled pieces of equipment everytime i've had the want or need to access the interwebs or my digital art gear; nevermind the cookies and cupcakes and serenity that awaits when i'm drawing away with pen in one hand, brownie in another and all my dA tabs open in a googolplex squared number of browser windows
(yep my laptop and tablet are in desperate need of replacement; i'll be saving up in the background for another, but this will take time)
Maybe in some alternate reality I did actually deal with it in a much more organised and elegant manner and am currently super pro 7000 at digital art from all the time and practice i invested in that neglected year of mine; ah man...
some footnotes:
i'll be reorganising stuffs and deleting other stuffs
im way late for all those messages i left behind, in part i don't think i can reply to all of them like i would've done once upon a time; notes are much better for me to keep track of
Cause of the difficulties with my tablet, i'll post my traditional art instead sometimes, all the while with dariens beautiful face staring back at me with deep affection and adoration every time i try to access my profile page
hannxm I still love you for that
Lastly i'm changing my username
... so that means all those signatures fmlfml